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:Tuesday, February 14, 2006:

i received a bag of stuffs today in the morning.
a friend passed it to me not knowing what's inside.
i was kept in the dark.
i didnt look at it till quite late.
i thought that i knew who it was from.

i was wrong until i opened the card.
i read it and well, yea, its me.
its just me. guilty to hell.
nail me to my cross and lemme die there
without anyone standing looking up at me.
for the record, i wasnt two timing.

i'm not worth it. so fucking not worth a fuck.
i'm guilty. i'll be alone all my life.
yes, i cannot forget the past. who can?
i guess i'll just blast my radio and hide under my
blanket till the storm passes.
dig a hole in the ground.
face my head in and bury it.
kick my face a thousand times.
smack my arse to hell.
benji, you're the arse. fuck off.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:18 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.