:Sunday, January 29, 2006:

leaving and forgeting.
these things easier said than done.
with the song by yellow card ringing in my mind,
and playing on my mp3.
i guess that i ain't
"The Boy Whom The World Couldn't Stop"
anymore, after all, you managed to stop me.

whats with the way someone can jump to conclusion
without looking at it in a second view.
after all, there are two sides to a coin. that, i have committed.
trusting someone too much to the cause that i got hurt?
and blaming somone that loves me so much but i don't.

like a honey to a flower, i am blinded.
but i guess that i have to set things down in pen now
to make things more permanent.
the horrid things that people can do.
the dishonest things that they have done.
and also expects to be forgiven.
everythings running through my mind now.

i feel so broken up
and i feel like giving up
but i just want to tell you so you know
i scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, and there's no one that gets me like you do.
you are my only, my only.

made my mistakes, and let you down.
and i can't. i can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground.
And i can't, i can't get up when you're gone.

so i guess after the song has been running in my head.
its time i'm letting it out.
to just accept whats mine.
and also whats not.

Benji


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