:Monday, January 23, 2006:

everything's not as clear as they used to be anymore.
having to see the colors of people coming up slowly.
having to change the impression of them and having to think that you were
once to close to them. asking myself this question:
"wad? never take medicine ah"

its rediculous to let the same thinking of them come over one's mind.
why do people get so paraniod and suspecious with a single talk.
if there's nothing going on, there's nothing to be afraid of.
don't like me. i'm not worth you liking me. i guess i'll just go away.
the soul hurts as much as the body can feel

people only remember the small things that affect them
but not the rest that benefit them.
i dont know how long more my body can take.
having fallen down into a pit of insulents,
with needles percing with every move I make
the mind's tired, and the soul's restless.

soon, i'll be walking to that tree that i like so much.
just lying there next to it,
watching the sunset over the ocean.
not knowing whether there'll be another sunrise to see.
aint that hyper anymore.
after all, we're placed in a situation,
the amount of pain that i am suffering now
cannot be compared to yours.
because, i'm still considered lucky.
and i guess i'll pray for you tonight.

Benji


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