:Saturday, November 05, 2005:

woke up this morning..
my eyes hurt real bad..
went downstairs this morning
and the first sentence shot to my face was!!
"benji, u want to come with us to auckland in march?" said my godmother
then i was thinking..

"duh? of course i want to go ma! like who doesnt?"
ha ha..guessed more things have been planned for me in my life.
everything in my life is so planned for me already,
well, except the part about my personal life and how i learn to better screw it up myself la.

whats this whole thing about backstabbing?
saying that your in my cliques or your not?
the whole your my friend or your not my friend anymore?
i didnt even know this thing exist in poly.
grow up. my god, its only a fail relationship due to trust.
again, trust. dont be kids anymore la.
there is no his cliques or her cliques.
u lead yr life and dont go saying that u dont belong here or there.

if i were u, i will squash my boobs,
eat them and fuck the hell off to lower hell.
those who ran to yr rescue?
are doing it out of pity or ignorance?
what a friend you are to say that.
once again, pple reveal more of themselves everyday,

your group as split because of the pple's childish and pathetic minds the size of peas
funny having a wolf in sheep's skin as my friend all the while.
this bitch will go down with me ard.
your so humongous and fancy u having eye candies,
i think that guys are just blind to fall for a living fat lard like you.
thinking of the sex appeal?
*rolls eyes*
omg gimme a break...

Benji

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