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:Wednesday, November 30, 2005:

:: mood swings ::

it aint that part of the month for me
*gawk!*
but well,
i guess its just having the ups and downs
whats the point of pon-ing class when you are already in school?
i guess that its just the worth of time wasting.

just that after all the relationships that has past,
my friends are placing bets on how long this one will last
if you ask me,
my answer would be i dont know.
i dont want the things that happened in the past to happen to me again.
i hate some of my ex.
i hated the things that they did.
doubting the things that i did which i did not.

just because i have AJ friends and i go out with them,
makes you think that i am a flirt?
well i guess that my friends are thinking the same way as you then,
i guess that i am a flirt
but what makes you think of me this way?
its just best to keep your comments to yourself.
it's just me.

horrors of the past i guess.
but well, went to funan and citylink today
gawk that new urban male has new clothles
but....*budget*
*sighs*
waiting to leave this place everyday.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:58 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.