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:Monday, November 07, 2005:

it hit me during dinner..
the thought of him came into my mind
why him again?
i want to stop these tortures
everytime he appears in me,
i feel so moodless, i feel disgusted and i feel hatred.
this is not supposed to be happening to me
its back again....

coming back to my blog song,
i love africa,
save the children there,
how fortunate we are here..
i want to go to africa..
its christmas, and what do they know about christmas?
there's not gonna be snow in africa for the children.
i found the web for the Band Aid 2o (2004)
http://www.bandaid20.com/

listen to the song and follow the lyrics,
its really awesome,
having to sing with a group like this,
" and there won't be snow in Africa this christmas time, the greatest gift they'll get this year is life "
" there's a world outside your window "
" and its a world of dread and fear"
" where the only water flowing"
" is the bitter sting of tears "
" and the christmas bells that are ringing, are the clanging chimes of doom "
" where nothing ever grows, or rain nor river flows "
" you ain't gonna feel guilt, just selfless, give a little help to the hopeless "


Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:32 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.