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:Wednesday, November 02, 2005:

got back from cartel. kinda late.
didnt want to come back so early.
gazed at the sky, then u appearred.
i was happily drinking my way.
why do you have to appear?
thanks to my friends who had to tell on me.

i dont want to see you today.
but you had to appear.
jacy told me not to be in a relationship now.
maybe she is right.
but can i stay that way forever.
i am wasting my life like that.

i feel so0 down, so lost.
why crap and fill my blog with my pain and sorrows.
its times like this when i want to end everything.
now there is inter-class (friends) problems.
problems after problems come for me.
smoking and drinking
smoking and drinking.
why do u have to send me all the way home.
why do u have to make me feel this way.
i want to forget you, but u keep appearing.

no more you.
i'm just left with me.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 12:32 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.