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:Thursday, November 03, 2005:

coming to think of it.
there is nothing more that i can blog anymore.
i feel lonely on the inside now.
which makes my blog feel lonely too.
friends will tell me that i still have them and all.
but the closest person to me is still my dear.

as i once said, and now adding on to that.
things in my life are getting clearer and clearer.
which only makes me lonely.
will my right one be out there?
i dont want to be believing in empty promises.

i dont want to live my life in denial.
hur hur...
not really sure whether to go to school tmr.
suppose to extend my passport but then..
lazy i guess.
i dont have the zest in my life anymore!!
i wanna watch the excorism of emily rose..
anyone wanna watch with me?
scary la..i watched the trailer already..
ha ha...come come..
if we have to die together
then die together in the cinema lor..

i know that my peeps want me in sch tmr.
but am i willing to make my move out of the hse?
kinda lazy..
having to get presentation done,
PBL, u sux to the core of my poly life.
you know something?
in time, pple dont change.
they just reveal more of themselves to you.
i have seen many come and go.
i dont want to see my love go anymore.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 9:39 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.