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:Tuesday, November 08, 2005:

changed my blogskin.
a slient me, empty i guessed.
today's module for class was music culture.
one of the media files is Fly Away by Corrine May.
the amount of emotions she has in her songs,
just by listening to her,
makes me want to run away from all the troubles in me.

coming to think of it now,
i guess that i should be happy with what i have.
i won't consider family as one of them.
its more of my peeps.
coming to think of the time when i will be travelling overseas.
i guessed that i will be excited that i will be able to fly away.

will be zhao-ing class later.
godmother is coming to pick me up
gotta get my passport stuffs done for end of year.
kinda shits now after to extend it and stuffs.
i just did it before i went to korea,
now i have to do it again,
and in march, will have to do it again b4 flying to Auckland.

kinda leh-chey coming to think of it.
whats wrong with me in jeans?
more st8 looking?
-.- * ponders *
sorry for not replying msges on my cell,
not been in the mood to look at my phone lately.
everytime i put on my fossil watch, look at my phone,
open my wallet,
i sigh to myself.
just living my life in a screwed up environment.

everyone says that they will be there for me and
that they will do this or that.
i dont believe in empty promises and lies anymore.
i guess that the world will not become a better place anymore.
fairytales are left for the naive and small minded.
there are no happy endings anymore and i dont expect much.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:30 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.