:Saturday, November 12, 2005:

another saturday ruined
i will not spend another saturday waiting for people
i waited and waited,
in the end i was the one who had to make the call to you,
you were suppose to get back to me.
not me calling you.

i msged you, called you
hours later, i checked my phone.
no one, no soul.
look at the time now
8.30pm. i am still waiting.
if i were your friend, you would at least msg me back and tell me that you are not going to make it.
just a msg, too difficult?
your not lying in hostipal,
your at home.
you take me for granted

i could have made plans for the rest of my day.
all thanks to you,
i spend my day doing nothing but msn and waiting.
why am i waiting for you?
FUCK waiting already.
FUCK IT.
you said you wanted to meet.
you said that you were sick.
you said that you were going to get back to me.
you said that so many times.
dont say it anymore because you cant fucking keep one single agreement.

dont say things which you cant keep.
i'm not a dustbin for you to lean on when you need help.
i am a friend.
and now, i think twice.
i am not going to wait anymore.
i'm sick of waiting.
my saturday is ruined.
thanks.

Benji

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