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:Monday, November 07, 2005:

alcohol alcohol alcohol.
i love alcohol.
fancy taking alcohol in the morning
drinking away all my troubles
i dont want to show it all out..
arghhhh... face red!!
*diao*

sighs...i dont want to think of the past anymore.
why do i keep saying that? let it all go..
definitely not the same me anymore.
i intend to spend my life outside, overseas,
and not come back here anymore.
i am willing to drop everything i have here now.
its not worth anymore

everyone's in the mood for christmas,
which explains my song.
its by the Band Aid 20 2004,
which raised funds for the children in africa.
it was sang by the pop stars in the UK,
U2, dido, sugababes, rachel stevens, elton john, busted, etc.

going to zhao out school later
going town for lunch..
not going to do much for class
my mood swings~
shit and thanks that i am in the same team as that dickhead.
god its gross.
and once again,
benji falls to his knees.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:30 AM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.