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:Monday, October 24, 2005:

to the one that I am talking about.
after yesterday night's confession and talk
I had my peaceful sleep
after everything that happened until now
i am able to tell you my feelings about the whole thing.
i dont care what happened already
i dont care what things were being said behind my back
to me, its all crap and shit now

u hated me for deleting and blocking you on msn
i was disappointed that u actually doubted me
i was disappointed the thought could even actually come to yr mind
i was disappointed that just becoz someone claim something behind my back,
there were people that actuall believed him and not come to ask me directly,
my trust and faith was lost after that happened
and i decided to go into hiding making it all disappear

but now, after that talk, we are clean
we, referring to only you and me
its unfair to you after all that has happened
and i am sorry it has to happened
i am sorry for deleting and blocking you
so thats why, we are still friends,

i dont know that happened to you and I
is the arrows all pointing to one person that could be the cause?
i felt used.
its not fair just because of the cause that we cannot be friends
i wont be that selfish anymore.
its time that everything will start from the beginning again
amen

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:57 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.