:Monday, October 31, 2005:

okay, the transporter 2 is a show that advertises for nokia, apple and the audi car.
its a sure-wont-miss scene in the show.
been having so many things on my mind.
not knowing how to tell which is right or wrong.
surprised that you msged me today.
i guess that to you, i am nothing but someone to talk to.

i dont like being made use off.
i dont like pple giving me empty promises.
i hate that already.
i used to believe in the things that you once said,
now, i doubt every word you preach.
you said you missed me.
now, everything is nothing more than words.

been having mood swings lately,
not showing it out.
i dont want my friends to see me in this state.
if there were to be anything that were to happen to me,
plz my friends,
tell mummy that i love her.
been listening to the song that doreen sent me
title: Until i get over you - Christina Milian

lying on my bed,
thinking of the things that has happened to me in the past.
with da jie and gang. zach. kenneth...and of course, not forgetting ryan*sighs*.
we have been this far.
all the things that we have all been through.
all the pain i was left to felt all alone.
until i get over you,
i guess that i will stay the way i am.

please,
tell mummy i love her k?

Benji

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