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:Monday, October 31, 2005:

my blog has been quiet for sometime.
totally forgot about my blog.
could have been my probs with him
been getting to me alot i guess
i've changed. totally changed.

my dressing, my attitude,
i changed for you.
now i will no longer want that.
i will be myself
its easy saying that but i dont think i am strong enough to stay this way.
please dont make a move on me.
i know as my friends, you meet well,
but i dont want to spoil our friendship if we were to break.
its just best to stay as friends.

i am unstable i guess.
jay, den be friends,
i know what u told dream.
she told me..its not her fault
i was really in a shit mood
den, u and eddy can be together hur..

going out during class..
pon-ing sch..
you think that i am doing all these to spike you?
me gng out with my poly friends and eddy, den they all,
you're not happy? u know them what.
and now u come and tell me all these probs and stuffs.
its not me. its you.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 12:01 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.