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:Saturday, October 29, 2005:

listening to my blog song
cant help but think of the way we met, we became friends, we became together, we were happy,
we quarrelled, and seperated.
so many things has happened.
u want me back.
i am with someone else.
i'm confused. i'm lost.

cant help but fit myself in a drama show about myself.
standing here, in the center of two people which i still loved.
having to choose a side.
then me leaving,
leaving you behind,
walking away in the snow,
my figure, my shadow,
disappearing from your sight,
slowly, with tears flowing
looking back,
thinking whether the decision made is right.

as snow falls, so has our relationship turn cold.
its difficult for me to decide
i have to stand tall, but the ground beneath
me is starting to give way,
fall away from you,
baby, i love you.
i dont want to leave
i dont have a choice
i still want to run to you
but u always turn away.
you always said i care too much
i am left picking up the pieces of you.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 6:30 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.