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:Thursday, October 13, 2005:

i feel happy. i feel changed.
i just feel more crappy than usuall.
doreen's influenced. ha ha
its the laughter and crappiness that makes me feel changed.
i'm happy now, really, i am

getting soaked in my new ecstasy,
on the bus, in class, at home and in the toilet
Lush 99.5
my new dark ecstasy
its so much better listening to it now

not been paying attention in class to0
*shits*
UT is next wed for G102.
been msn-ing, listening to mp3s and my new ecstasy
playing msn games,
reading through my frenz blogs
disappearing from class 1/2way through presentations

if you were to come across this psychotic rich tai tai wanna be called Anna Tan
BEWARE: STAY AWAY
she talks the most cock in class
even more than shawn
*slaps head*
tmr is the witchy bitchy Nat Goh.
hopes that she releases me early tmr

my blog song: For all time - Soluna
the lyrics and tune is catching and refreshing
thats why i liked it the way it is
this song has always brought back memories to me and my cousins.
i used this song as one of the songs during the picture presentation which i worked my po0r baby ass off...
well other than it reminds me of my X
*blah*
whats over is over
i am changed ha ha..w00hoo0~

the excitement of going to class each day does not depend on the module or the faci,
now, it depends on me and my peeps
i feel happy, forget the past.
dont disciminate
accept us for who we are and not what we are
after all, we are also here to stay right?

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 9:40 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.