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:Saturday, October 22, 2005:

got back from JB at like 7+
the jam was horrendous...
did not do alot of shopping today hur,
its more of the food!
Glorious food~
*phew*

ha ha..been eating and eating the whole day
saving up for decemeber
will spend more there..
comfirm will
headache came back during the afternoon
damn, my whole mood changed
tried slpin in the car
but judging from the poorly made roads they have there in malaysia
i could have much except for closing my eyes.

was listening to Cant take that away by mariah
throughout the way in JB, the jam
and one person that was always appearing in my mind
hmm..going to walk down my Bohemian garden with you
*huggs*
i am yours
no one can tear us apart
hmmm...considering that i am yr first
*blah*
ha ha...no caring what they say
if they cant help but keep thinking about us,
its ok,
we will last

having to be with you and complaining about my troubles in school and stuffs
always bulling you with all the shits at sch
ha, now its yr turn on chinese hur,
you don't speak chinese much and yr relatives speak only chinese!
woah ha ha ha...
and yesh, i enjoyed my OCK curry puff
ha ha..

its unbelieveable how pple can make use of me so well
tryin to be friends and all
but actually wanting things from me
and after getting it,
i'm nothing more than trash.
and its also my blog
its ok for pple to come and view my blog and stuffs
but if u want to attack my blog,
come directly to me.

my blog, my writings, my songs
they are mine!
dont copy!
i see things seriously more clearly now
my writings and my songs
its not that i dont want to send my songs out
but, its me. my mood, my originality, myself and my life
no one copys my life.
i know you and you know who you are
i hope it ends here.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:20 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.