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:Monday, September 19, 2005:

To think that you actually know me
You don't
To think that you actually understand me
You don't
To think that you actually own me
You don't
To think that I want you
I don't

Get your facts right before talking to me
I don't take second handed/ passed down info
If you do have something to tell me
Tell me
Don't go telling others behind my back
unless it's gossips.
I understand that sometimes pple's mouths are just itchy to say something
no doubt i'm like this too.

If you don't trust me just because he is back
Then we are over
If losing me is everything in your mind
I have nothing to say
But for the time now
Leave me be

Its these few days where i need you most and you are not here by me
As my stress load is increased
The headaches are coming back
Its difficult for me to sleep at night
although how tired I maybe
there are too many things on my mind
and our problem doesn't have to be on it
But with heart felt thanks
Everything got worst.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 5:00 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.