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:Monday, September 12, 2005:

slp rather late last night
which damn well explains my headaches and pulp looking eye bags
yUcK~
was on the phone will like 3+
and after that i realized that i'm lucky
having self confidence and self esteem
thats very important in a guy
so lest, i hope u find your's quick

what struck me was the increase in number of swindlers, 2 faced-imbeciles, numoronic bad mouthers cum backstabbers,
not forgetting the geek like fit-in-wanna-be(s) whom is trying so hard to take over my position and of course, also not leaving out, The-Oh-I-Love-You-At-First-Sight-Please-Be-My-Stead-And-Fuck-Me-Tonight-Despos out there that this world has.

Dont come saying things like trust is lost or can i not be forgiven kinda stuff u jimmy neutron wanna be
for goodness sake,
do yourself a favor
i'm not buying it neither is anyone that was born BEFORE you

Pple dont try to fit in
they are just naturally accepted
and those who-utterly-try-so-desperately-to-fit-in
are actually the lackies of the world
what that has been done
has been done
impressions WILL-NOT-BE-FORGOTTEN
impressions WILL-NOT-CHANGE
dont play your childish little mind games with me
ultimately,
i win you hands down

and one more thing
drop the sympathy pleads and crocodile tear scenes
it wont earn you a grammy nor a role on the crocodile hunter Tv programme

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 4:45 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.