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:Tuesday, September 06, 2005:

i'm confused and unstable
yes i am
i'm down with darn cold
my voice sounds weird
i cut my hair
i applied for my debit card already
my mum will be leaving for hongkong with my grams tmr
and i'm in no mood to take verbal diarrhea from anyone
esp desperate people

this guy clicked me on msn and this is the conve:

Message
9/5/2005
9:49:05 AM
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elo hi morning

9/5/2005
9:49:08 AM
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in school???

9/5/2005
9:49:20 AM
.: Benji :. Dreams Vs Nightmares:
harlow.. nope...i'm on hols yea

9/5/2005
9:49:44 AM
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oh okso now at home???

9/5/2005
9:50:23 AM
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so u at home ar ??/

9/5/2005
9:50:34 AM
.: Benji :. Dreams Vs Nightmares:
y?

9/5/2005
9:50:36 AM
.: Benji :. Dreams Vs Nightmares:
y?

9/5/2005
9:50:44 AM
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oh ok

9/5/2005
9:50:48 AM
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nothing jus asking

9/5/2005
9:50:51 AM
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thgt meet u up

9/5/2005
9:51:09 AM
.: Benji :. Dreams Vs Nightmares:
huh? u want to meet up?

9/5/2005
9:51:18 AM
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yup

9/5/2005
9:51:32 AM
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its like we aways chat here

9/5/2005
9:52:02 AM
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so can we meet ?


9/5/2005
9:52:25 AM
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where ya live??/

so then he keeps askin whether i was attached or anything and a continuous verbal bowel removement on where i live and can he come over to my place
then he was asking whether there were people at my place and i said the maid


9/5/2005
10:07:17 AM
.: Benji :. Dreams Vs Nightmares:
ya..the maid

9/5/2005
10:07:25 AM
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oh ok

9/5/2005
10:07:33 AM
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but she dun mind if i come???

9/5/2005
10:07:49 AM
.: Benji :. Dreams Vs Nightmares:
she is only the maid. and y would u want to come?

9/5/2005
10:07:59 AM
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just c lo

9/5/2005
10:08:08 AM
.: Benji :. Dreams Vs Nightmares:
i dont take that crap

9/5/2005
10:08:20 AM
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k lo nvm den

9/5/2005
10:08:41 AM
.: Benji :. Dreams Vs Nightmares:
i bearly know you and you want to come over to my place?

9/5/2005
10:08:49 AM
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k lo

9/5/2005
10:08:59 AM
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till i gt to know u better lo

after awhile,
i disappeared offline
i dont take this crap from pple who are despo to be my stead
sex with you?
out of the question
enough verbal diarrhea

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 1:20 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.