:Friday, September 30, 2005:

have you ever thought that you knew someone,
and you know that person
in almost everything but the more you know that someone,
the more disgusted you become?

why is it happening to me.
the more you do not want to see that someone.
in the past, i tot that he could be the one
but now, pui~
everything he does or says are like crap
wolf in sheep's skin

lucky benji. *wipe's sweat*
what's the meaning of
"whom ever who owns you must be real lucky?"
OWN me?
i aint a sex toy darling..

doesnt mean that i agreed to meet you means that there is a hope
why is everyone hoping?
i aint giving you this hope
dont start pointing your finger at me

you disgust me more and more
you're not the first nor the last i guess
just blame it on my sweet luck
having to meet someone like you

you expect us to be friends after what you have done?
you think going behind my back and asking dear to break up with me is right?
just becoz u want to make a move on me
darn how desperate can you be
and you expect him not to come and tell me?
ha ha..god, u win man..
after i confronted you,
u got the fark cheek to hug me?
omg.
in simple words,
just becoz u cant have me, doesnt mean u have to ask him to break with me.
i didnt expect you to do this.
you disgrace AJs man..u and that ryan..
how alike can you two be
what a matchmake.

i dont want to see you anymore
stop following me downtown
and stop hugging and holding my hand
my hand aint for you to hold.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 7:45 PM| |

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