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:Saturday, September 17, 2005:

brought my dad to the hospital for his checkup today
and we were talking about me
as you already know, i will be shifting soon
he was saying that mayb we shd shift to a 5 room HDB flat or something
i told him i dont mind
but the space constrains are a killer
and using the remaining money to send me overseas to further my education
well, i aint cheap. my dad does want to send me over to canada

then we were talking about me and my attitude nowadays have changed and etc
i'm 100% pride, status to me in important.
be it any kind of status.
to me, its important.
class is a standard of origins.
the way 'class' is categorize is:
if you have it, you HAVE it
if you don't, you JUST DON'T

this is something that one must face.
and to me, as i also told my dad,
class to me is important too.
coming from my background,
well, my standards are there
its here to stay.

Benji wants to eat...Benji wants to sleep...Benji wants dear...Benji doesn't want weird dreams
Benji wants daryl jie now...Benji wants all farking despos to eat shit...
Benji wants to end it all here.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 2:10 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.