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:Saturday, August 27, 2005:

why cant i talk to my parents
or to any of my relatives
the reason is simple..
i cant open up to them

schs frm monday to friday.
i get the saturdays off...
whats fuckin wrong with that
muz got to watch a show with benji and zach
my cell's ringin like shit..
i need my space
u have to understand that aint that small after all
face it..
i live my life, not you..

i had to leave in the middle of the show
just to please you..
but all u ppl care is how u feel..
have u ever tot how I will feel
i have my life
i need my frens

its just that i'm all kept up inside that i cant take it much sooner
when kenn was ard
i used to talk to him abt everything..
but now..
who will be the next one
who will be with me to walk the journey..
am i that alone in it,
till the day that i can bearly take no more

yes, i need to be loved.
and i want to love.
but now..

*i cant bring myself to type anymore*

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:57 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.