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:Saturday, August 13, 2005:

time is passing very fast lately..
been slpin late the past few nights..
waking up late...causing me to lose almost 1/2 the day to nothing..

i wanna watch the maid..any takers?
some shows that i watched already

wedding crashers
land of the dead
bewitched
charlie and the chocolate factory

and the show that i wanna watch is

the maid

yup..been feeling alil' weird lately..
having no mood to do anything...
its all coming back to me again i guess..
mayb its becoz i reli need someone to save me..
and just nice, fits the song for my blog..
i'm drifting..further and further away...

hanging out with my usual people in my life
that makes an impression..
sister,ting, zach, fabian etc...
heaven noes what will happen to me again..
i tot i had it figured out but it came and turn my whole world upside down..
save me, save me from all these rage..
i just wanna be with the people whom care and i care for now..
i'm not asking for anymore..

to the people out there,
u know who u r..
respect my decision..
its me after all...
u cant do anything but accept it then..
its better that we be friends and stay friends..

dunn go into depression benji..
there is a way out..stay close to family..
yup..

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 2:31 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.