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:Thursday, August 04, 2005:

.: darken :.

as the sky's color turn frm bright to dull,
so is my mood and soul dampens..
wats with me and rhyming words..
dotx dotx...

it rained and my slippers got soaked in water...
thks to wearing 3/4s and a polo tee...
the slippers didnt help abit..
will be gng down town later again with farhana, shuyi etc..
i hope that they can understand me..
i'm trying to open it to them slowly yea..
n as wat zach said..slowly then..
well, lets hope that i have the courage then..

i'm having slpless nites again..
too much things on my mind..
woke up again at 1.30 am...
i juz kept turning in bed and couldnt slp..
something is happening inside me that i don't understand..
i'm damn bothered sometimes when ppl msg me on msn and sgboy too...
wats wrong with them...
dunn understand..u shd see the things they say...desperate ppl..

now, dom and my folks think that i look like yijie from that channel 8 9pm show...
at some angle...my god lar...can u all stop suan-ing me le lar...
first ppl say i got educated look...*ahem* haha...
then now got this...and got edison chen too..
sighs..
u all wanna suan, then suan awhile lar...
ha.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:46 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.