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:Wednesday, August 03, 2005:

.: sleepless :.

I can't slp these days...
its not abt sch or anything..
apparently, the problem lies with me...
its something personal...
i dream too many things in the past and
having having slpless nights now..
there is no link..y am i like this...
i'm too alone to tell anyone things...
its difficult for me to open up..
juz waiting for the right person i guess...
having my headache back again..
i couldnt concentrate on my test juz now..
being on my mind all day..
its difficult to pass my day..
sighs..

and to the person who keeps msging me both online and on my cellphone..
plz gimme a break.. we are not together ok...i respect that u care for me...
but no...not to that extend...no...that is my stand...

Benji..


| Stripped and Lusted 9:25 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.