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:Thursday, July 14, 2005:

too extreme?

shiyun jie told me that my blog is very different from who i actually am..
she also said that i too extreme..
although one may not be who he seems to be,
he happens to be a different person totally...
he doesnt open,
he cant open...
its too difficult for him to open..
he is not wat he seems to be..
ppl keep judging him..
problems and troubles juz like him so much..
they come once the previous one leaves..
there is nothing that he can do..
there is nothing anyone can do..
he has gone to far into the darkness of the desert to turn back..
he has fell too far down the well to see daylight at the top..
he has given up on all hope that is given to him..
he has seen more then wat others can see..
he has felt more then wat others felt..
he has done the things that other didnt expect him to do..
and if u think that u can judge him by what u think,
u and juz fark off as u do not know that he gng through now..
he is left with nothing but anger and alonliness in him..
he is on the verge of breaking and no one has tried to glue him back..
he refused to let ppl see who he truthly is..
he is afraid of what they might say or do..
talking is talking but do they really know what is going on?
and finally,
that HE,
is ME.


| Stripped and Lusted 9:00 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.