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:Sunday, July 10, 2005:

tired..loss..depressed.

i'm once again so tired..
so lost..very lost...
everything is not gng my way now..
once again,
everything is becoming too real..
i do not wanna face reality..
i juz wanna be me..
i do not wanna carry on...
not like this..
i'm tired...
i reli am...
and i'm lost..
there are so many things i wanna do..
but yet lack the energy..
lack the spirit....
i'm juz waiting b4 i,
can leave for auz once again..
to drop all the strings here..
i reali cant take anymore..
no more..
i wanna leave this place..
i wanna leave this place so bad..
i need a break..
before i start to break..
a break away frm this place..
loss..tired...depressed..done with.
and finally..
benji


| Stripped and Lusted 3:36 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.