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:Monday, July 11, 2005:

i have to be alone

i have to be alone..
i need time..
the reason is that i have to think things through..
i'm tired, i'm sick and i'm lost..
frenz, peeps, bros, sista,
i beg you..
to let me be...
its not 'that' time of the month..
but i juz have to be alone..
i need to think..
there is something wrong with me..
and i'm not sure..
sometimes, its being alone,
where i feel beta and sort of peace..
no one to care abt,
no one to care 4 me
juz me, myself and i..
there is nothing to tok abt anymore..
i have nothing to say to anyone anymore..
dunn ask how i am..
i will not reply any sms..
i will not ans any calls..
i will reply anyone on msn..
and i will do wateva i juz said..
...period...


| Stripped and Lusted 10:41 AM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.