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:Friday, July 29, 2005:

.: confused :.

slp rather late last night...
was watching the OC and thinking abt that sri lanka thing..
couldnt really slp..
toked to bonson for awhile and somehow,
raised the question on me gng to sri lanka le..
he is also supporting me to go le..
crap..now, i have my whole family + him..
god..wat shd i do...
Was damn slpy on the bus this morning...
and sort of thinking abt the sri lanka thing again..
shd i or shd i not...it needs a lot of committment and i'm not sure whether i'm prepared..
only 40 pplz where selected and i happened to be one of them.
there will be a meeting later at 4.30pm..
shd i even go?
i heard that the faci's were very gain on grabbing me for this trip..
y?Y?
dunn tell me RP faci's really have a crush on me..
damn man...
my life is starting to sux..
i'm making wrong decisions...
don't think i'll be slping soundly anymore...

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:07 AM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.