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:Thursday, June 16, 2005:

My last entry before i make my reluctant flight there.

Was tokin to ruishan juz now..
she wanted me to send her all the maksim songs...
siaoz!~ i send until tml morning also haven finish sia...haha
i also got the video...u want?
i sell u...US$1.99 a piece...haha

i think that this will be my last entry b4 i depart for korea tml night.
will be meeting shiyun jie tml morning..
she seems kinda depressed and angry..
wat has happen to all the people in the world today.
y are all their msn nicks so depressing and full of hatred..
i have to confess that abt myself too..
i mean, after all, rachy rach is a doo doo head...
haha

will not be able to speak to brian kor for a very long time..haha..
but managed to speak to veron mei juz now...
didnt tok much too...
everyone is unhappy ard me...
sighs~..

as i was saying..
i feel so reluctant to go overseas.
i wanna spend more time with my frenz back here in spore,
be it frenz that i know already,

be it frenz that i met online,
be it frenz that i met anyway...
they are still frenz after all..
and my greatest weakness in life is my frenz...
i fucking care too much abt them...
nahz..only sometimes...
haha...
i mean, no one can live on this earth without them..
oh, and brian kor's fren, zach
added me on friendsters..
there is so much to tok i feel..
after i read his blog.
i went through something like it before...
and i really hated myself..
are there beta pplz out there?
ppl that can say theses things abt me
when they dunn even know who i am...

well, i have tried so hard to get over that
and finally, i managed too...
hhaha...yeyyy~~..
was toking to my junior juz now...
fuckin is he gay too??
haha...
damn funny sia toking to him...
daryl...u noe yrself baHz...
haha...
plz add him on msn sia...
his email is
daryl2cute@hotmail.com
haha...

my flight details are below:
KE0642
SIN-ICN
have to be at airport by 8.00pm
Check in row 6
Terminal 1.
Departure time is 10.50pm.

KE0641
ICN-SIN
ETA is 6.30 pm on the 24th june.
dunno wat belt...

will be missing all my peeps here..
and the worst ting is that i cant use my cellphone...
wat the shit...
2pid cdma...
haha
they shd use GSM or something...
hai~
hope that u peeps enjoy yrself and
do remember to check out
liquid rm's webbie...
there are upcoming parties..



have a safe flight benji...


| Stripped and Lusted 9:23 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.