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:Thursday, June 16, 2005:

I'm weak

Wakes late today...
abt 11+. dear was suppose to wake me up but once again,
my cellphone was off..
haha
my fault this time..
sorrIIIiiSSSSSSsssssssss
i find that this song on my blog has alot of meaning
and so decided to put it on my blog..

dad was asking me to send him my blog address juz now
but i didnt want to..
i dun want him to read it.
its private..
all the things that i write up here is between me, dear and my peeps...yup...
its my life and my blog..
if i wanna screw it up,
that's my prob too.

i'll be leaving tml already.
somehow i feel relcutant to leave singapore.
there are so much things that i wanna noe...
that i wanna do.
and people that i wanna meet.
there are juz so many things to be done.
i do not wanna miss my peeps here in spore but its so difficult.
coming to think of it as only 9 days..
but 9 days is a long time away.
thinking of the 6 hr night flight there...
and thinking of my peeps here in spore..
makes me wonder whether it is all worth it yupp..

will be back later then..


| Stripped and Lusted 12:30 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.