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:Tuesday, June 14, 2005:

I'm troubled.

and once again, i'm feeling so troubled...
and dominic noes y already...
not many people actualy know y...its difficult for me to say it too...
was reading a fren's blog and all of a sudden, my heart juz sank..
yea, like a stone..
i dunno how to explain it thought, but if u noe who u r out there..
i want u...
i really want u..
i want to be yr's...
all yrs...
and only u can make that come true..
i have been tinking abt u every since that day tat i saw u...
its difficult to keep u out of my mind..
i'm suffering here without u..
i so badly want to see u again...
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| Stripped and Lusted 9:30 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.