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:Saturday, May 07, 2005:

You cant have me anymore..

To you out there.
After reading my blog from yesterday.
The answer is.
No.
You can't have me anymore.
Its someone elses turn to have me.
You call it love.
I call it abuse.
And now that you are back.
You also want me back.
And for that.
My answer is.
No.
I can't go back to that life anymore.
You are desperate.
You need help.
You desperately need help.
You can't ask me for help.
I can't help you.
I can't be with you.
You need someone else.
And that someone else is not me.
After the 1000 stars have fallen.
Its time for you and I to end.
And that time has finally come.
To and end.


Well, thats the end of the everlasting story.
Today went out with Rach, Farhana, the 2 hisyams.
Thanks to dean who is a runner.
Run damn fast.
Then complain online that he is tired.
What the shit.
And whats with so many people reading my blog.
Think what.
Newspaper article is it.
Haha.
Kidding.
Well.
At least people bother to read.
Thanks peeps.
Going out with my peeps and bros.
Have to go chill.
Pool is a must.
Missed the party at Liquid Room.
Damn sad.
Hope they didnt miss me.
I love Liquid Room.
Liquid Room roxs.
Movie suxs.
Jamie called the wrong number.
She didnt call dean.
She called someone else.
Thats so lucky.
And that's the end.


| Stripped and Lusted 2:40 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.