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:Tuesday, May 31, 2005:

LeAve mE aLonE.

back in VB class...been a rough day so far. i mean, the problem and everything..aint that simple as it seems already huh... i think i'll fail my UT for A111-Visual Basics..haha...sorry lahz facci, not my fault lahz...its ur UT that is so damn difficult.

Juz finish Breakfast cum Lunch with my peeps in some shitty place called RP canteen. haha...the food there seriously needs some improving man...okok, Jamie and i were toking and we came across a topic on this 'someone' in RP, damn that's gross juz toking abt it. I mean guys won't say such thing about another guy man... well, unless he is gay or something.. i mean, its damn gross lahz...i dunno whether to say it out here or not becoz he noes abt my blog too.

wah lau, when jamie told me that, i felt that really like punching someone sia. wat the fark. well, if i cant say it to yr face, i'll say it here.

Stop it...enough is enough.
I dunn need to tell u anything.
stop demanding.
When the time comes, it will come.
Why are u so alonely.
everyone can see that frm u.
Wats this thing with u.
Stop pal -ling here and bro- ing there.
No one demands and ask to be a bro or a pal.
this things come naturally,
when someone is comfortable ard u.
i have many bros and sistas,
this means that i'm comfortable with them..
This means that i can tell them things.
Friendship is made over a period of time.
It is not made overnight.
Friends yes, anyone can have friends.
But friends that i can tell things too and talk about things,
i dunn u r there yet.
It maybe the age gap.
i don't know.
With all those msg-es
and calls.
and msn..
and friendster.
dunn gimme that crap abt 'O he reli hurt my feelings'
That sounds gay.
Or shall i say
it is gay.
so stop it.
When i say i wanna be alone,
means i wanna be alone.
so stop asking me things.
If i dunn reply,
that means i dunn wanna tok.
so STOP watever the shit to msg me.
This is me.
So if u dunno me,
stop acting like u noe me.
I had enough.
I hate pool
i hate bowling.
i hate going out.
Stop asking me to go out with u...
plz stop bro-ing ard..
Stop asking 'am i yr bro'
i'm sick of thinking abt it anymore..
i dunn go to bangkok.
u can ask someone else.
y do u only ask me and not the rest of the people in the class.
Stop looking at me like that.
i have nothing to say to u anymore.
i'm speechless after what u said to jamie.
scram.


| Stripped and Lusted 1:44 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.