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:Thursday, March 10, 2005:

GuLLiBLe

tired...tired...tired...haiz~...it seemz that i have no choice but to go back to school tml..tchers are so kind to ask me go to back...but i wonder what steven han is gng to say...afterall he is an ass. so? i er, do not noe what to expect tml. put everything in god's hands then...haha..wellz, i went out today, to meet daryl...what the shit!! although i was heaving slight fever...haiz~ poor sick creature. we when to play pool at monster and i met nicholas frm ACB, after so long..haha...and he still recongnized me..ha. i'm getting lazier by the day...each day when i wake up now, i feel so tired and it is like a drag to get up every morning...haiz~ i feel so sianz~ y! y! will someone like juz come into my life and change it for me..!!!? *sigh*

my mum is giving so much problem now about my australia trip...i think she is being influenced by my grams. she is so negative about me going overseas. i reli hope that my uncle will be able to go so i can stay with him..haha...i mean, i juz wanna get away frm singapore for awhile b4 my poly starts...what does she understand abt it? i'll be gng to visit my cuz over in sydney after such a long time! i mean, whats the harm? haiz~ we had a deal that after my Os, i can go over and now she is like gng back on her words...damn it..y wont she juz be supportive and not be sacastic man~!

i juz wanna have some time to myself thats all...is that too difficult to ask? anyway, i'll be gng back to stgab's tml to see the tchers and my students...hope that i still can live another day again...haha...if not i think i'll juz continue my blog about my freaking paranoid life ya..


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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.